Some of my friends asked me why my space has gone "dead" for a while...... i guess they should have know the answer: i've been too lazy! lol

Anyway in the passed few weeks i've had some good days which struck me with the awareness that i'm still far from being mature. Yes my friends say that i'm kinda a bit more mentally mature than my contemporaries (one even used "gentle" to describe me! damn cool! haha) but still the most of "me" needs more growing (well not seriously including that part lol)

Well now i prefer to really act like a real adult for a while before i make judgements on the childish part of myself. Add oil la~

I'm not the kinda moody guy who can laugh in one second and cry in the next. However i experienced something very interesting today. From the deepest depression and self-doubt i've ever had to the heartful delight and confidence it took me about 9 hours to get through. :-)

 

Maybe this is just what i am. lol No tomorrow in this world is ever old.

 

Considering the damn Quantum Mechanics, I'm "kinda" prepared now. Frankly what i really do need now is merely the score. A good and satisfactory score that will bring about some substantial points to my GPA. That's enough.

Will anybody ever believe me if i say that i'm gonna take physics as my career for the whole life? When i mentioned something like that to my teacher and good friend in high school, she burst into laughter, "Forget it!"

 

Yes forget it!

 

 

The exam on Quantum Mechanics is gonna be on the coming Thursday... it sucks!

从来没试过如此的讨厌/排斥一门考试,也不知为什么自己会对它那么反感...

曾经听郭女侠（高三拯救了我的语文老师）说她在读书的时候每次一考数学就会呕吐，是真的吐，然后就病得考不了试了。。。。。。这两天我复习的时候俺部分的体会了那种感觉：当俺看了N个小时几乎看不懂但又不得不尝试弄懂的东西之后，出去休息一下，回来再看那本书-----立刻反胃！真的觉得好恶心！

哎

反正后天就考完了。。。。。加油吧加油吧。。。。。。哎

God is starting to take a heavy toll on my laziness these weeks. To be more exact, it was my being lazy since last sepetember or so.

The following two weeks shall see me busy preparing for the exams on Quantum Mechanics and Advanced Optics (which i'm supposed to have studied by myself last semester though i didn't). Before the exams i'll spend this weekend in Changsha with grandmother and next saturday between the two exams  i'll be the groomsman in a wedding(cool!). Everything seems to be nice and interesting (well except for the two exams) but they'd need to fight for my limited time. Hopefully i'll finally come manage all of them, not the other way round.

I so f*cken hate the internet access in this damn SYSU!

Had my first real paid "working experience". Cool though it's actually nothing.

There's an exhibition on studying abroad these days and the Conslate General of Australia in Guangzhou was recruiting some people to help out as translators and assistants in the exhibition. I went and got the chance. :-)

Well what i've done was pretty simple. I've been speaking the whole afternoon, saying almost the same words.

"The main exhibition hall is this way"

"and the Lecture halls are that way"

"welcome"

.......

Nothing special but i was already feeling kinda exhausted after 5 hrs continuous standing and speaking (not really "talking")... anyway it's my first time and it's quite nice i would say. I'm generally quite satisfied with myself because i still managed to smile kindly even when i was quite tired.

Yeah satisfied with myself except for what i did to Elisa... Sorry for that ;-p

 

After the exhibition i was greeted by Greens_Pan (lol) my best friend who spent the whole afternoon on some decent "logistics" exercise --- helping another friend move her living place in other words --- and we had a nice dinner together afterwards.

The rest part of the evening saw me taking some beer and peanuts and enjoying myself. It was quite a nice day anyway.

No doubt that tomorrow will be even better. :-)